doing well, still feel that out of control feeling. want to get past all of that. have stopped the daily comments in my paper journal. not sure why i only feel the need to write down the negative items. or perhaps it's just out of sight, out of mind? but i cannot leave OUT my paper journal, little eyes and all that. it's out of view, but still reachable to me. IF i remember!!
today was more pleasant than i expected. the playground was hot, of course. it was in the low 80s when we got there. but it was somewhat shady where i sat. and i had friends to chat to. small girl had friends to play with. except for the odd woman who came out to chastise us for sitting on the swings. yeah, okay! sure, we'll move our bums!
and the dumb ticket. blah..not signed well. but signed nonetheless.
trying to feel calm. hard when so much is perceivably going on. and happening. and that needs to be done.
am trying to work out how to get it all done tomorrow in the short allotted period of time.
~the end~
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