explanations

the oldest went to the uni tour today. i was really nervous about his getting there and getting around. hubby met him for lunch and it all turned out fine of course. they were both really chatty about the visit.
P came with the boys today. at least we had a chance to chat a bit though girlchild was very clingy after a while.
P apologised for not being able to go with me to the movie. i didn't say that S and i had gone anyway. who knew if P had have been able to anyway had we made solid plans (though i thought they had been). i feel justified for making my own plans. thank goodness i hadn't waited for her. it was the only thing i asked for really. i really did want to see it closer to opening day! i don't know why i felt bad, but i am glad i went and that i was able to arrange to see it in my time. and then again with S this coming weekend. although i think hubby wasn't thrilled but sometimes i just need to DO!
i feel so alone so often and this at least, going to the movies to see these, makes me feel happy.
and S made such an effort too. she read the books and watched new moon!! that was really  kind!!


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