a ray of hope

so things seem a bit brighter today. i know i've written that before. but today i feel better.
yesterday was very odd. the visit with P. she was very short tempered and unlike her normal self. haha, more like me. i tried to put her at ease and ignore her "things". and i tried suggesting some of the things that help me when i feel that way. not sure if it helped at all though.
i've noticed that when i share that sort of information i either get lots of positive feed back right away (like from B in calif) or i get a blank stare as though i'm talking about eating monkey hearts or something of the same ilk.
stayed up too late last night. but what else is new.
have some new ideas for that short story novel that's floating in my head. just wish i could get it out of my head into some sort of discernible way!!
~the end~