she just doesn't get me and i'm sort of disappointed. although i am not totally surprised. the things we had in common, we still have in common, but the other stuff, she just doesn't fall into those interests. so i will just take a step back. having the holidays as an excuse will work for a bit, as well as the weather and general winter-ness with germs and what not. so with any luck, i won't have to actually "see" her again until maybe feburary!! ;-)
the girls' event on sunday sort of surprised me, though sometimes i feel attacked on that front at times as well. i think perhaps i am just overly sensitive still this month, as i feel that way, on edge and on the ledge as it were. nothing seems to be coming together and nothing is going as planned.
but i will keep putting one foot in front of the other and doing my best to get by each day. get myself out of bed in the morning and get thru all of my tasks and events for the days and weeks. until something interesting comes along to brighten my life again.
~the end~
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