within

inside my head the noises & sounds make sense
sometimes
conversations repeat & reverberate
changing themselves to less reality
and more fiction
rewritten it makes more sense
to hear the phrases
thesaurus items words unknown meanings
feelings expressed with the change
charge
intonation body face language
she said he said they said
fake feelings honesty
forgotten hidden words backstabbing
it whips and whirs and pleads its way
to the surface
bubbling tripping over the thoughts
then remain unspoken
unexpressed 
close my eyes
the thoughts slip
into dreams of family
friends
whispers of the past
future
present imagined
again
lost in the night.



~the end~