4 February 2011

mooted rhetorically

so there it was! i wrote it all out, being kind, or at least a little kind. she just irritates me!! i haven't sent it yet.

why should i have to defend myself? why do i always have to be THE one!!

just shut up and get over it!!!

edited to add (eta) -
later:  i feel much better now. am sure i will not send it. although i might possibly send a very cleaned up version of it. i feel obliged to state my pov, but am not sure that doing so when i am upset is ever a good course of action!! no one else has really addressed her issues, it's usually me. and even S is getting fed up with it. though i'm not sure if that is all her, or my ranting/venting influence. what would i counsel myself to do???

 ~the end~

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