she sees herself differently lately, she peers in the mirror and the reflection peeking back at her is not her own. she sees a stranger, full of anger, spite and vengeance. it is not her own self. it is a shadow of herself. not who she wants to be. not who she sees herself being. but this other person who is unknown to the rest of her life. suddenly, this evil twin sneaks out and wrecks her happier life for those days or weeks, sometimes a whole month. she shushes her and stuffs her full of herbs and minerals and caffeine and sometimes that quiets the monster, but the twin sneaks out again. rears her head and roars.
and she does not like it.
not at all!
~the end~
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